I Think, You Should Think

How many times have you wished that God shouldn't have done that to me? How many times have you felt angry with him for not giving you something better? How many times have you thought, or felt close to thinking that maybe there is no God, afterall? More than once surely?
We are not saints.We don't know anything much about what life is and all that,and so our anger is, in a way, justified. God does show partiality at times.He does not give us what we think we deserves, He definitly is a complicated person.
The common behaviour of all humans, including me and you, is that we never think too much about our blessings. Instead we just fret over what we don't have, what we should have got, what we have lost, what we should have done.....tons of worries and regrets and problems, isn't it?
Stop for a second.Think...I'm not joking..no no I'm really serious this time. I feel really bad about all this, you know? We all complain a lot..really a lot.Stop for a second and think. Think of the deeds you should not have done, think of the words you should not have spoken in anger, think of all  those tiny decisions that you could have avoided.Think how your life would have been if you get a second chance..
That did hurt a little, didn't it? You might be wondering why I asked you to waste your time to get depressed, why I asked you to remember all those things from which you have been trying to run away. It is so because you need to feel some pain in some situations to understand some truths in life. But rarely does we get a second chance. That's how life is.
Now stop and think of all that you have, however little, however small or insignificant. From your mother or best friend to your dog or cat....anything and everything...think...
Can you feel your heart beginning to lighten? All our lives are filled with little little blessings...maybe small but still significant enough to put a smile on your face.We just have to acknowledge them from time to time.
There is absolutely no use in thinking about your faults.Trust me, you'll just waste some more time crying over it. Think about what you have, and be thankful for it. That's the only way you can make your life beautiful. So what, if you had a bad childhood? So what if you did a stupid mistake? It's not really important now, because you obviously can't change it. What is really important that how you take it, and how you learn from it. 
There isn't a single person in this world who haven't done something stupid. You just have to learn to move on. And don't even dare to blame God. He gave you so much, and still all He gets back is angry outbursts? I know He is not really a human but shouldn't we ought to have some respect and love for Him for doing so much for us??I mean, come on, you will feel bad if all your hard work goes unacknowledged won't you?
It isn't about keeping God happy.It is about showing justice to a life that He had given us.